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After nearly four decades, justice was served for the victims of the notorious "Hammer Killer" as Alex Christopher Ewing was finally held accountable for the brutal murders of three adults and a child.
On the fateful night of January 16, 1984, Ewing invaded the Aurora, Colorado home of Debra and Bruce Bennett, ruthlessly attacking and killing them along with their eldest daughter, Melissa, aged 8. Tragically, Melissa was also subjected to sexual assault. Their youngest daughter, Vanessa, then just 3 years old, miraculously survived but suffered severe injuries. Prior to this heinous act, Ewing had claimed the life of Patricia Smith in nearby Lakewood, Colorado, just six days earlier.
It wasn't until 2018 that Ewing was identified as a suspect, thanks to DNA testing conducted while he was serving a lengthy sentence in Nevada for a separate attack in August 1984. In August 2021, Ewing was convicted for the Bennett murders, and in April 2022, he was found guilty of Smith's murder. Additionally, Ewing is suspected to be behind the January 1984 assault of another woman in Aurora.
The chilling case of the Bennett family was featured on an episode of Cold Case Files on May 13, 2022, shedding light on the enduring impact of the crime within the Aurora community. Hillary Heath, the executive producer of the show, discovered Vanessa Bennett's compelling narrative during her research. Despite enduring unimaginable trauma, Vanessa has exhibited remarkable resilience, taking ownership of her life choices and maintaining a positive outlook. She feels compelled to share her story as part of her healing journey.
In an interview, Vanessa Bennett candidly discussed her hardships and her determination to pen her life story, illuminating the strength of the human spirit in the face of adversity.
Can you describe your life today?
Currently, I'm 42 years old and residing in Tucson, Arizona. I'm happily married to my second husband.
Do you have any recollections of your parents, sister, or the attack you experienced?
Unfortunately, I don't have any memories of my parents or sister. The attack that occurred during my childhood remains a blank space in my mind. The only vivid memory I have is of the Pink Panther insulation from our house. We had just moved in a month or two before the tragic event took place. Despite the trauma, I don't recall the specifics of the attack.
Have you considered hypnotherapy to potentially uncover details about the attacker?
Yes, the idea of hypnotherapy has been suggested to me, particularly as a means to identify the perpetrator who remained unknown at the time. However, I've grappled with conflicting emotions regarding this option. On one hand, I'm curious if it could shed light on the assailant's identity. On the other hand, I fear that delving into past memories might unearth additional traumas or negative emotions, potentially worsening my psychological well-being.
What were the extent of your injuries from the attack?
The attack left me with significant physical trauma. I suffer from paralysis on the left side of my body, which affects my ability to gauge sensations like holding onto objects. Additionally, I have a metal plate implanted in my forehead as a result of the assault, and my jaw was shattered.
Can you describe your upbringing?
Growing up, my childhood was marked by a mix of challenges and support. After the attack, I was raised by my paternal grandmother. Despite her care, I faced ridicule from other children due to my physical disabilities. Throughout my early years, insomnia plagued me, and I struggled with persistent anger.
In the 8th grade, my grandmother made the decision to send me to live with my aunt, and later, I was sent to boarding school for high school.
You've been candid about your battles with addiction. Can you elaborate on that?
Became a significant part of my life, particularly in my late teens. I experimented with substances like marijuana and alcohol during high school, but it was when I was 19, after my son was taken away from me, that my addiction escalated. The loss of my son, whom I had at 18 and only had for three months, profoundly affected me.
I struggled with feelings of inadequacy as a mother and turned to cocaine and heroin as coping mechanisms. This period marked the beginning of a challenging journey through addiction, although I've been undergoing treatment for several years now.
What other challenges have you faced in your life?
As the struggles stemming from the attack and my resulting injuries, I've endured homelessness. At one point, my boyfriend and I lived under a bridge, relying on nearby hospitals for basic amenities like washing our hair. Moreover, I've had encounters with the legal system, facing charges ranging from shoplifting to assault, domestic violence, trespassing, and drug possession.
How did the attack and its aftermath impact you emotionally?
The emotional toll of the attack and its aftermath has been profound. I've been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), bipolar disorder, and attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD). During my teenage years, I resorted to self-harm, including cutting my wrists, as a way to cope with the overwhelming emotions.
What is your relationship like with your children?
My relationship with my children has been complex and challenging. I met my son for the first time as an adult in 2018, and it's been a positive experience seeing him thrive academically. Despite my past struggles and feelings of inadequacy as a parent, I take solace in knowing that he recognizes me as his mother and feels comfortable reaching out to me.
However, my two daughters are currently residing with a cousin on my father's side, and unfortunately, I'm unable to see them or know their whereabouts due to restrictions placed upon me.
Are you close to anyone in your family?
I have a strong bond with one of my cousins, who has always been like a big sister to me. Additionally, I feel a close connection with one of my uncles.
How did you react when Ewing was finally identified and charged?
Initially, I was quite taken aback. I had resigned myself to the belief that he would never be caught. I had assumed he was either incarcerated or deceased. The news of his identification and subsequent charges was surprising, to say the least. However, I didn't experience a profound sense of relief. By that point, my life had already been profoundly affected by the attack. While I understood that his capture might bring closure for others, for me, the damage had already been done.
What were your emotions during Ewing's trial?
Attending Ewing's trial was an emotionally taxing experience. Hearing the 911 call my grandmother made, during which she struggled to provide the address due to our recent relocation, was particularly jarring. My grandmother, whom I had always viewed as a composed figure, sounded completely overwhelmed, which unsettled me deeply.
Witnessing the presentation of evidence, such as the piece of carpet that had been cut out, was distressing. Eventually, I had to leave before the images of my sister were shown. However, during my victim impact statement, I recounted my harrowing experiences, prompting tears from those present.
How is life for you now?
I find myself in a better place compared to before. I rely on disability benefits for financial support, and while my husband also faces disabilities, unfortunately, he hasn't been approved for disability assistance. Consequently, we're managing with a limited income of $700, supplemented by food stamps and assistance from relatives. Despite the challenges, we're making ends meet, and I've learned to be resourceful in navigating our circumstances.
You're interested in working on your life story, correct?
Writing has become a cathartic outlet for me. It allows me to process and release pent-up emotions. Often, I find that my feelings can fluctuate dramatically, and sometimes it's challenging to grasp the nuances of those emotions in the moment. However, when I put pen to paper, I can explore and express the full spectrum of my experiences more effectively.
Do you believe your story could inspire or help others?
Throughout my life, many have wondered how I managed to persevere despite the absence of my parents and the hardships I faced. For me, it boils down to an unwavering will to live. Despite the adversity, I refused to surrender to despair. This resilience, especially as an adult, has been a guiding force. I believe sharing my journey can offer hope and encouragement to others facing their own challenges, demonstrating the power of determination and the ability to overcome adversity.
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